Stocks

• Tough week since the end of luna 1.5weeks ago, actually devised a strategy to make use of funds to wheel TSLA but ended up taking losses cause EM got whacked hard for saying the right stuff
• Already deployed ~60% of entire portfolio on TSLA because moi didnt wanted to get assigned but I fomo-ed in too early and got shares at 680 instead of possibly 640. Never expected to catch the bottom but tbh, the massive dump in the first 2 hrs was fking scary

• Have decided again not to sell puts at if necessary, prices preferred to be bought only, fk the premiums man. The process of seeing dumping on shares is really stressful. Hopefully things will stabilize from here but im definitely sure that it wont be this way and prices will most likely to dump, how low no one knows. Sold calls to generate extra income till personal trading skills get better, fingers crossed if not just wheel SPY

• Currently am second doubting myself on whether was I lucky to pick the right stock or just another hyped up stock even though I agree theres a lot of biasness surrounding TSLA itself and looking at the bears view really affects me in some way. If things dont work out, what skills do I have to sell myself if 100% guaranteed gonna be fked for life
• Assuming I diversify to SPY/NVDA/TSLA, feels like the best choice at the moment but time will tell and I sincerely hope to sleep well at night

Life 

• Officially got C+ since 14/5 and the feeling during the entire week was horrible with never ending phlegm, coughs and runny noses. Its been 1 week and things fortunately became better but somehow I think got TBL infected and now shes the one coughing non-stop. Hoping for a fast recovery for her
• Next week will be MW first birthday and officially 2years of KKW going mia, sometimes do really feel that what is my purpose of trying to get money fast n that never ending greed? Seriously doubting myself on achieving that 8fig in my lifetime given the situations of things right now, will be glad if everything resumes back to normal and pls let Joe Biden be ousted
• Will remove the words investing/retirement out of my dictionary from now onwards and no such things as risk free assets. Let people do what they want and as long it brings them a good life, so be it. Btw I cancelled my ILP because fts and with that pkl till next time
• ~500k to be withdrawn over time and with that pkl...

0xWangMario27/5/21